well...
im feeling depressed right now.. missing her so so much. so god damned much.
i really hate this feeling of missing and yet i love to miss her n not wanting this feeling to fade away. baby.. u're juz that important to me.
feeling lonely... depressed... without u by my side
i need u badly... real badly...
i hate not to have you around
i hate myself... for not controlling my emotions well
i hate being sad n disappointed
i hate feeling the easy-feeling-insecurities
i hate being jealous FOR NOTHING
i hate myself... sighs
im very moody
n im very depressed..
coz i miss her too much, i gguess
really hope to c u soon..
if not, i'll be even more depressed than now..
how i wish time would pass faster a bit..
juz a lil' bit will do..
juz a lil' bit will be enough
juz a lil' bit, i'll be satisfied.
baby... i need u so badly...
in my arms... and through the nights..
i love you
-melissa- wishhed*
5:21 AM
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